Hello!
This week was good! The
reason I say third times the charm is cause this week I had nshima for the
third time since being on mission. Sister Sila and I were starving and we have
been wanting to try this restaurant in our area (its not really a restaurant as
you would say but more like a little shop on the road). So we go in and we
wanted chicken and nshima but they only had GOAT. haha But I wanted to try it
so they give us these huge servings and we sit down to eat. And I actually
liked it! I ate some of the relish (pumpkin leaves) and the goat with the
nshima and it was so nice. I guess I’m becoming Zambian?! We didn’t end up finishing
all of it cause nshima fills you up real quick but I didn’t get sick and it was
a fun experience so it was definitely a win.
This week Sister KUPU our
mission president’s wife went with all the sisters to Lusaka to some
appointments. She came with us when we taught a new investigator named Charles.
It was kind of intimidating at first but I realized that when we teach people
its not us teaching it is the Spirit. So Sila and I did our best to rely on the
Spirit and it ended up being one of the best lessons I’ve been in. I am so grateful
for our mission leaders. I learn so much from Sister Kupu and she cares so much
about us as missionaries.
So an update on Sam and
Chi Chi the guys we have been teaching. They are progressing so well! They have
decided that they are willing to give up their habits of drinking and smoking. They
set goals and plans of things they want in their future and have been working
together to find other things to do with their time. They say that reading the
Book of Mormon is the best thing. And they are getting so far. Chi Chi always
likes to talk about Nephi. They are always fun to teach and I love to see how
the gospel changes peoples hearts and lives. I hope that they will continue to
work towards their goals.
This week one of our investigators
had an interview with the bishop so we walked with her to the church. Its probably
a good thirty minute or so walk. But she had to bring her baby with her so she
let me and Sister Sila take turns carrying her baby the Zambian way with a
chatange! You basically sew a big piece of fabric and tie it around you with
the baby inside! I don’t know how they do it though cause this girl was heavy
but they can do anything with those babies on their back it amazes me.
I wanted to share a
scripture this week that really had a impact on me. This week we didn’t have a
lot of progress with our investigators. Many of them choose not to come to church
and I felt so sad that they weren’t keeping commitments like reading the Book
of Mormon. Even many of our recent converts didn’t attend church. I felt like I
was failing. But on Sunday I sat there during church and as I was watching George
pass the sacrament I was prompted to read this scripture and it brought me so
much comfort. The scripture is in Alma 29:9 it reads, “I know that which the Lord hath commanded me, and I glory in it. I do not glory of myself, but I glory in that which the Lord hath commanded me; yea, and this is my glory, that perhaps I may be an instrument in the hands of God to bring some soul to repentance; and this is my joy."
When I read this I realized
that I’ve been called to serve and this is His work not mine. That my success
is not me but him. Missionary work is about learning to rely on the spirit and
turn to Heavenly Father with concerns and helping others do the same. My job is
to be the best instrument in Gods hand I can be and do all I can to bring souls
to repentance. I know that this work is real and so important. I’m not the
perfect missionary and people have their agency to make choices but I can try
my best and in the end there will be some soul that is brought to repentance
and that will bring great joy not only to me but to my Heavenly Father.
I am so grateful for a
loving Heavenly Father. He truly does bless us in little and big ways each and
everyday no matter who we are. Keep looking for those tender mercies and you
will see them!
with lots and lots of
love
-Sister Moulton




